So, I have Hepatitis C (blood transfusion as a baby, not drug-related!). I told DH that I want to get it treated before we have kids (supposedly it won't travel to the embryo, but I just really don't feel comfortable with that).
There have been some AMAZING discoveries lately in terms of treatment, so we submitted to insurance (treatment total cost is about $90,000 without insurance coverage). It looks like since I don't have too many effects (0 liver scarring, etc.) that insurance isn't likely to cover it. And there's no telling when they WILL decide to do so.
So I guess this morning it hit me: either we pay $90,000 out of pocket, or my insurance is in control of when I have a kid. And considering that it could be years and years for them to approve it, I'm now faced with 1) waiting until God-knows-when to have a baby or 2) feeling like I'm risking the health of my baby.
I have 0 baby fever but this situation just makes me feel so helpless and out of control of my own life. I totally cried to DH about it earlier. I never really had to think about it, but being faced with the very real idea of insurance opting out of covering this treatment just...scares me.
So...I dunno. Just kind of needed a mini rant about it. Hugs please!