Morning!
Couldn't think of a better title, and I'm feeling BLAH, so today is BLAH Monday
I had an OK weekend, didn't do anything Easter related, just worked and did tons of homework because earlier in the week I was busy and then had other issues but I managed to get it all done before the due date yayyy!
My new asthma/allergy meds make me extremely tired which is no good because I just want to drink coffee all day which is no help whatsoever. I know I have to get used to it but these initial days are so frustrating.
BF left for the Outer Banks, NC on Saturday morning and I miss him! I know it's only been a couple days but still lol. I'm meeting him down there on Wednesday and today and tomorrow just need to hurry up!
When I was having that massive asthma attack on Thursday night I was up all night because I couldn't treat it I just had to let it pass, and I had a lot of time to think. I decided not to take my friend's job offer after all. There are a lot of reasons why, but it really all comes down to the fact that I am currently in low-level management, I want to move up and eventually run a company and I really want my resume to reflect that. If I left this job for a job with no title (or no job since it pays under the table) that doesn't pay significantly higher than my current one (it went from being twice as much to me just taking home about $50 extra a week because the insurance would have been so high) I would expect a hiring manager to look at my resume and wonder why. SOOO I am still looking for a new job, that is one thing that I realized I need to do actively, but I have a clearer idea of what I want now.
Speaking of work, my boss took me aside yesterday and told me that one of the other supervisors complained about me and I asked what about and she had no idea. He gave no specifics on what I did wrong or didn't do at all, so there's no way for me to fix the problem? She basically said she's not taking the complaint seriously since he couldn't give specifics and just to be extra conscious of what I'm doing. OOKKKAAYYYY....So I'm just like whatever, and last night I sarcastically said to a coworker "God forbid I forget one little thing!" and he goes "yeah I don't know why everyone is always so critical of you." So now it's all coming together. Whenever the target of everyone's complaints leaves, in this case our ASM was transferred out less than two months ago, there's a new target. I guess it's me. I gotta get out of there STAT!