I have been lurking here, along with several other boards for a while, but figured this would be the most appropriate place for me to post currently.
Boyfriend and I have been together for 6 years now (yayy!!) and within the last 6ish months? I’ve gone a little BSC. Not like calling vendors or dress shopping crazy, more just irrationally impatient than anything else, lol. He cannot keep a secret from me to save his life, and I found out he was saving up for a ring (woohoo!) and I know he went shopping (he took one of my best friends, she blabbed- they didn’t find anything) But then life got in the way and he needed the money for something else instead.
Not a big deal, but now I just WANTTOBEENGAGEDSOBAD!! I have told him I don’t need an expensive ring by any means, but he insists he needs to spend AT LEAST X amount. We were going to split the cost as our anniversary gift to each other, but then he decided he needs to pay for the whole thing. So now I wait.
I was doing really well for a while, but the other night he told me he was saving again so now we are back to crazy. I think it is the whole knowing it is coming in the nearish future that makes me so impatient. For now, I’ll continue haunting the Knot and pinning pretty things to my secret wedding pinterest board.