So I've been married now for almost two weeks and let me start out by saying my wedding was AMAZING. Everything went perfectly and I have absolutely no regrets. Five days after our wedding, we both had to go back to reality (we're planning a honeymoon for later this year) and he goes away two weeks at a time when he goes to work (he's a pilot). So n I'm not sure if it's because now I've been alone for most of our married lives now, or just missing the excitement that came with the wedding... but I'm seriously struggling. It seems silly because there's so many more things in this world and people that are suffering, then there's me sitting on the couch crying at the end of the day, missing and wishing I could relive that day over and over again. My friends have been encouraging me to start planning the honeymoon etc though that doesn't feel right to do until he's back home from work. Help! I thought for sure I wouldn't be "that bride".