I'm sure you're all on the edge of your seats waiting for updates of my dating life.
We have a 2ndary parking lot that most people have to park in. You get moved up to the building parking lot with seniority. I am in the building parking lot. I usually take a carload of people to the 2ndary lot after work, b/c it's 1/4 mile and when the weather is extreme, it's a poopy walk. Somehow I managed to just end up with L alone yesterday, so I asked. He sat there for a second and then said he was very flattered, he was going to go home and have a smile on his face all day, but he keeps things separated and b/c of work, no. Then he said again, it's just b/c of work and I'm very flattered. So, it was a sweet no and I don't think things will be awkward between us.
I was trying to watch a fun science show last night and realized my brain was just not there. So, I took a long hot bath and went to bed early. I've done some research on the covid brain fog and I'm trying to implement some things to help this along. It is getting a lot better (names are good now, I don't seem to be having issues with long term recall anymore, and words are a lot easier), but I'm having a
lot of focus issues (I cannot keep my damn time sheet straight at all, I'll log in and then forget to clock in/out, I cannot multi task or switch tasks easily, etc) and then just stamina (I am
finished at 3, every day, no matter if I worked my butt off or tried to take it easy). It's really annoying. I'm trying to be honest with my employer, b/c they are used to me carrying one of the highest caseloads with no issue, but I just don't have the capacity right now. We're also short handed, so they need me to be doing that; I told them today I just can't. Blerg. I am not used to, or really good at, not performing at my best levels. If it isn't a lot better by the end of this month (that will be the 3 month mark of a negative test), I'm going to the doctor for help.
Otherwise, SSDD.