Do you ever sit back and just think "This is my life"? Or just feel kind of depressed about it all?
I have anxiety and am going to a therapist partly for that and for some other issues of mine. I am also on a normal dose of venlafaxine for the anxiety but it is supposed to work for depression as well. I guess I am just wondering if I am alone in thinking like this/if something is still unbalanced chemically in my brain or something. Or if it has to actually do with me being "unhappy" with things in my life.
Re: This is It
My best advice is that it could be your brain chemicals, but it could also be that there is something missing/wrong/unhappy in your life. Those are not mutually exclusive, although it is tempting to look for the simple medication solution. Don't jump to the conclusion that it's one or the other, life situations or brain chemistry, when it could be both. Your therapist should be able to help you untangle that.
Depression is a physical problem, not a psychological problem. It is a medical condition that must be treated with medication. Are you seeing a psychiatrist? If not, perhaps your therapist can recommend one to give you a medical evaluation.
Considering what you are dealing with in your life right now, it wouldn't be surprising if you needed some medical help. Good luck. I hope you feel better soon.
I could be driving my car down the street and suddenly have the urge to drive into a telephone poll.
I could cry for absolutely no reason, and have no explanation.
I could shake uncontrollably and have rapid heartbeat under stressful situations.
Sometimes I avoided my kitchen because I had fantasies about cutting myself with knives for no reason. (I never did.)
Some days I could barely have the energy to get out of bed.
There is a little tape recorder inside my head that screams "You are worthless. You are a failure. No one will ever love you." It also plays Rachmaninoff.
Does this sound familiar, or does it sound over the top? If it is all too familiar, go to a doctor, preferably a psychiatrist, who can get you medical help. All the prayer, meditation techniques, exercise, theray in the world won't help a physical problem like this.
Thank God for modern medicine. I like living a normal life.
ETA: The great news is that there so many amazing medications out there now specifically for depression that the results are amazing.