Turns out an internet/social media hiatus is a bad idea when you have no one else to talk to.
Who knew.
Yesterday my kids school had a power outage and they had to dismiss the kids like 3 hours early. I tried to get out of work but couldn't. Grandma live is the neighborhood of the school and power was put at her house too so I couldn't reach her. I had no choice but to send H there to get them since his job is much more flexible. It turned out fine. I went and picked them up in the evening. They were eating dinner and had done homework. H is staying with his mom who works from home. I feel pretty comfortable with it. They have asked a few questions but don't realize this is permanent.
My 2 friends that I told and 1 I didn't are coming over tonight. Trying to decide if I should tell friend 3 about it or not. On one hand she would be a good sounding board. She is 2 years sober (before I met her) and knows a lot about AA and what this will be like on both sides. But I'm not sure I'm ready to tell the world. And she might still feel some kind of way about not being invite to the wedding. We got closer after guest list had been finalized.
Anyway. Thank you all for the support. I means a ton to know that you guys had my back even if you were hundreds of miles away. I'm sad and lonley but safe. No one worry about me K? Please? I'll be posting and going on as normal. Just clearly not giving relationship and wedding advice because I don't know what the eff I'm talking about.
*I also came back because I want to see great about all the Knottie weddings this weekend