Hi ladies!
In what felt very anticlimactic, I just ordered a dress I've loved for a while on ebay. It's a discounted J Crew dress (which is why I knew of it pre-engagment) and I'm fairly confident of my size at J Crew. Picked a seller that takes returns.
I almost held off on ordering it until my appointment at J Crew next weekend but I know they won't have this dress and I want my bridesmaids who will be in town to see it. Even if I like it I'll still go to the appointment and one other have I have set for next weekend.
But it's crazy to think my wedding dress may be on its way to me.