I know it's frigid cold in many parts of the country, but it's nearing 70s here in Vegas and we leave for our honeymoon to sunny Mexico in about a month so swimsuits are on the brain.
FI and I were talking at dinner about suits and I mentioned I has got two cute one pieces for the honeymoon. He asked why I didn't get a bikini (which I have worn in the past) and I said I didn't feel thin enough right now to wear one and felt less self conscious in a one piece. He said I won't know anyone where we are going so what do I care if they don't like me in a bikini?
Why do I care?!?
Im not a small girl. I'm 5'10" with some junk in the trunk, but because of my height I personally think I carry my weight well. I guess I would be considered plus size because sometimes my ass requires a size 16 (that demanding bitch). I do not, by any means, have a flat stomach, but my weight has never been a big issue for me. I just don't stress about it, though of course I wouldn't mind losing 10lbs. Wouldn't we all??
I guess I hesitate to wear a bikini because I don't fit the "typical" bikini stereotype. And I worry about looking like a beached whale, sipping my tropical beverage and filling my not so tiny tummy with whatever is on the menu that day. When you're on vacations, do you notice swimsuits on others and internally judge a little?? Do you not pay a second glance? What kind of swimsuit is your go to??