Well, I'm human after all.
After this whole time of trying to be strong I actually broke down today. I couldn't help it and I even though I kept telling myself that I wouldn't cry because I missed him...well I just couldn't stop the tears. I do feel much better now however and I think I might just write a letter. But enough of all this sadness....
How's everyone else doing? Did you enjoy your Friday?
Re: I finally snapped...
OP- There are good days, and bad days. Let yourself cry it out when you need to, but don't let yourself wallow in it. Besides, you always have us!! We're here for you!!
ETA: I feel like I should tell you that when I read the title of your post I immediately looked at my cat, snapped my fingers and said "Oh Snap", I'm not sure why, but It seemed like the right thing to do.
Zelda- I am very sorry you had such a rough day. Crying usually makes you feel better though once you get it all out. I think it should be a regularly scheduled event, like any other. Put it in planners for the 2nd friday of every month-"Cry for FI/DH"
Oh and Sami-XH and I got married 5 weeks before he left for Korea for a year and we heard it from everyone. They'll get over it eventually.
MUST HAVES: Clothes, Groom
WISHES: Wedding planner(check!), Honeymoon, Blue Petyl Bouquet
Sami-I think it was because of Veterans day...I kept hearing about it and people kept asking me about how he was doing and by the end of the day I was just one big mess of emotions. I've been fine since he left for basic waaayyy earlier in the year and now he's going through more training(...AIT, I think?) but I never had so many people ask me about him before.
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[QUOTE] ETA: I feel like I should tell you that when I read the title of your post I immediately looked at my cat, snapped my fingers and said "Oh Snap", I'm not sure why, but It seemed like the right thing to do.
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This made me laugh. :)
Binx- I think I may be meeting up with a friend of mine in downtown Austin for lunch and sightseeing later. :) That should definitely make me feel better. Maybe I'll even find something new to read there...or some new art supplies, or quilt patterns. Haha, that should keep me busy for sure! :)
[QUOTE]Ohh quilt patterns! I haven't made a quilt, but I made a quilted bag in the spring and it turned out so awesome. I put a sewing machine on our registry because I love sewing so much! What kind of art do you do? I took a few drawing and painting classes in high school, and found I actually had a real talent! It would be nice to get back into it.
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Binxy- First of all, I'm totally jealous of your cake decorating skills. I can bake up, but I'm not good at the decorating part. I'm gonna take a class I think. Also, maybe you can help me with this sewing machine problem I have!! haha.. I've been trying to make an apron, and I have all the pieces and stuff, and I borrowed a machine, but for the life of me, every time I try to thread the machine it gets all knotted up. I'm sure I'm not doing something right.. but I can't figure out what. I've read the instructions, but I wish they had a diagram for dummies like me.
[QUOTE]In Response to Re: I finally snapped... : Binxy- First of all, I'm totally jealous of your cake decorating skills. I can bake up, but I'm not good at the decorating part. I'm gonna take a class I think. Also, maybe you can help me with this sewing machine problem I have!! haha.. I've been trying to make an apron, and I have all the pieces and stuff, and I borrowed a machine, but for the life of me, every time I try to thread the machine it gets all knotted up. I'm sure I'm not doing something right.. but I can't figure out what. I've read the instructions, but I wish they had a diagram for dummies like me.
Posted by SamiJoeB[/QUOTE]
Aww thanks! I made that vegas birthday cake in my siggy back in March for my FI's best friend here. Not sure how much detail you can see, but my favorite part was the fondant playing cards. I drew on white fondant with edible markers (small markers filled w/ food dye). That was actually only my second time working with fondant! I'm going to make a very small fondant cake for our wedding and I'm pumped! As for your sewing machine, it's hard for me to say w/o seeing it. But my guess would be the bobbin. It's always the darn bobbin haha!
It comes and goes for me. Some days just suck to the 1 millon degree and others are not so bad.
Hugs and I am sure that it will get better.