At least for now. I wasn't going to post anything, but then I decided I felt like I needed to get it all out.
FI (or Ex FI) left yesterday morning. He's moving out while I'm in NY for my grandfather's memorial service (he passed in December, but was cremated so services were postponed until this week).
I'm everything you can imagine you'd be if you lost your best friend and the person you thought was your true love. It just ended up that he fell out of love with me and taking on an instant family with me and the girls was too much for him to handle. He's going to focus on his career now. And I get that. That's ok with me.
Of course I'm hurt, mad, sad, devastated, annoyed, confused, all of these emotions, but in the end I know it will all be ok. I will work it out. I think it's best for me to take some time off the boards until I can at least heal enough that I can hang around like Peek or Molly. Right now it's just way too hard for me.
I want to thank you all for your support and all of our fun times over the past few months. I will miss you. And if we're not already friends on FB, feel free to PM me.
I want to give special thanks to Irish and rdr for being so supportive and encouraging. I absolutely adore you ladies, so thank you.