Things you dont want to do.

mehgank

I really need to go in and get my heart checked out. I get these super weird palpitations about 10-15 times per day. If a normal heartbeat goes "bomp-bomp, bomp-bomp" then my heart palpitations go like this "bomp-BOMP-badump-bomp".

It's really weird, and there's no real way to track it because they're totally at random. I started taking notes on them, and they happen no matter if I'm tired or alert, running or at rest, sober or drunk. I get them all the friggin' time, and it's kind of scaring me. My family doesn't have a history of heart problems (murmurs or whatnot) but still, I'm concerned, especially once we start TTC in a few years.

Oh, and I need to make my appt for a bikini wax, but that's easy-peasy compared to the heart thing LOL.

DaughterOfHelaman2709

I don't want to go to the doctor and admit that my fibromyalgia pain is getting worse, to the point that I can't sit for longer than ten minutes unless I'm on a horse and can drop my stirrups to relieve the pressure in my back and hips. 

I don't want to admit to my FI that every time he touches a certain place on my back, I want to scream because there is something wrong with my nerves there.

I don't want to admit to anyone I know that I keep tripping and falling over things... like my own two feet.  It ruins your credibility to work around thousand pound animals when you have balance issues.

Same goes for the numbness in my hands and my credibility as an equine massage therapist. 

*sigh*  I'm just so tired today.