My wedding is in about 6 months, and I really need to finalize the wedding party.
I am definitely having my sister as MOH, and my best friend as a bridesmaid, but the rest if my friends are all at the same "level"...it's hard to pick one and not another, because I'm equally close with them. There is one really old friend that I always thought I would have as a bridesmaid, but she and I are not close anymore and I feel strange and insecure about asking her. My best friend is closer with her than she is with me, and old friend is best friend's MOH. I guess it feels kind of shiitty to consider someone your best friend when you aren't theirs.
My other option is to ask my FI's cousin, who I hang out with sometimes, and is definitely the family member of his that I'm closest to. However, she is pregnant and use about 3 weeks before our wedding! She is adamant that they will be at the wedding, but having no baby making experience myself, I'm not sure if she would be able to be a bridesmaid? This is her second child and they're actually going to disneyworld the week after our wedding!
This is strangely the most stressful part of all of the wedding planning for me! I have so much anxiety about having someone turn me down or think that I'm desperate for asking them. I'm really losing my mind, I know.
Any advice? Counseling? Lol.