I have had every set back known to man with this wedding. I don't even know what to do anymore. I have no one to help me plan it. I am losing my job this week and fiance lost his a couple of weeks ago. We had nothing saved up, because of other set backs.
I have so many outside issues and then when I try to plan the wedding, I feel like I'm banging my head against the wall. I want to find a venue where I can bring my own caterer, even the park district requires you choose from their preferred list. I can't even get some save the date cards picked out because every time I try to get my fiance to look at some, he's too busy, or too tired. He tells me to just choose what I want, and then I'll pick something and he doesn't like it.
My MOH can't make up her mind if we're friends or not. My FMIL can't stand me, and doesn't even realize how much she doesn't like me and how much it shows.
My fiance and I moved in with my parents to help them out, and as soon as we lose our jobs, we have to be on tip toe, we have to figure something out, we have to mind our ps & qs. if we can't contribute part of the electric bill this month, which we have never missed and have always paid in full prior, my mom said she has no problems turning off the lights over our reptiles, who need the light to survive. Nevermind that her and my dad constantly have the tv, the stereo system, and the computer going, simultaneously, all day and well into the night, AND she leaves the lights down in the basement on, ALL the time, because HER favorite cat is afraid of the dark.
I'm so tired and stressed out and I don't know when I'm going to catch a break. I'm too exhausted to even worry about my grammar and my sentence structure, and I am a BEAST about that stuff.
I try to talk to my fiance and he just shrugs and says he doesn't know. i try to talk to my friends and they shrug it off. I don't know how I'm supposed to plan a wedding like this,
