I really wish I could downsize my guest list! It's too late now but I'm worried about not having enough to accommodate everyone. Admittedly, this is a concern any time I have a party. I always over do things and we end up with tons of leftovers. I'm trying to be positive and trying not to worry myself to death. And while I'm here venting, OMG at how awful my original maid of honor is. I should have known better than to ask her. She seems so disinterested in the whole thing but would never admit to it. She says she's excited to be my MOH but hasn't so much as looked at, let alone signed the guest book on our wedding website. What a tiny little thing to do. Why would she admit that to me?! Ahhhhhhh!!! I really think she has no freaking clue how hurtful the little things are. And no... I don't say anything to her because I don't want to cause problems right before the wedding. She's already got the dress and I need her to at least stand there and hold her place in line. I guess. Hope she shows up!! She probably will but good lord, who knows if she'll be anywhere near on time. If she is very late, I am going to be so ticked off! Oh, I am getting worked up over stuff that hasn't even been done. Guess I should settle down. Anyway, I am just venting. Thank you Knot for giving us a place to let it all out when we don't want to complain to anyone else.