I am doing a wedding count, updating my RSVP list and all that stuff. When I realize that out of our 155 guests only 54 are mine. As of right now I have only 44 people on the yes/not answered list. I have a feeling that list will go down to about 34 once everyone RSVPs.
I am not going to know about 75% of the people at MY wedding. Tonight this very much annoys me and almost makes me want to cry. This is the reason I never wanted this big huge wedding.