lately i have been struggling with baby fever. I DO NOT want a baby now (or for at least a few years after I get married) i am NOT trying to have one or engaging in any risky behavior. I definitely understand the implications and I do not need to be told to wait because I am going to.
I don't really know what brings this on but since I started college in '08 I will periodically become obsessed with wanting to be pregnant. It only lasts for a month or 2 and then the urge is gone.
i haven't had sex in over a month (personal reasons, relationship is fine) and I don't know if my pent up desire to have sex is causing this??? The urge is more directed to actually being pregnant rather than having a baby.
I feel jealous of my friends who have kids even though I am very glad to not be in the teen/young mom situation and I plan on pursuing a career/getting more education before even thinking about having a baby.
I can't sleep right now and when I go to sleep I dream about babies. I just feel like I need to rant about this. Anybody else ever feel this way?