I had a second fitting last night. I love my dress and think it;s so pretty. But I just wasnt feeling it because, well, it didn't fit
It was so tight I could scarcely breathe! It's upsetting to say the least and I am feeling pretty down about it. I wanted to cry and I all I did was pick myself apart in my head. The seamstress is going to let it out so it fits better, and while that's great, it doesn't make me feel any better about myself.
I have 30 days until the wedding, and I have my last fitting next week. I just don't feel or look the way I wanted to for my big day. I had this grand plan to lose some weight, and well, that somehow went out the window. I am disappointed with myself, and kind of disgusted. My mom told me I had time to lose 5 lbs and that would make a difference in how I felt.
I haven't been able to workout for the last two weeks because of some stitches in my leg. I got them out this morning and I still have to take it easy for a week or so, but I can go back to Zumba and do easy spinning on my bike, and continue with weights and bands.
Anyone else feel this way? How are you getting past these feelings? I just feel so defeated right now.