I had a friend tell me today that because this is my second wedding, and even though it's my FI's first, I shouldn't have a wedding. And if I do, it should be family only. True, my first was the big 150 people church-ballroom party, but I'm not planning anything near that scale this time. When I told her that just because I've been married before, doesn't mean I should steal my FI's first from him. She told me "That's just an excuse". She really hurt my feelings.
Why do I feel like I have to justify my wedding? Am I wrong for wanting a wedding??
Re: Judgmental friends
@SoontobeMrsNytes - OMG - my sister is telling me the same thing! She's coming to my wedding but she thinks it's a mistake and that everyone is going to think I'm only having a wedding to receive gifts.
My first wedding was 25 years ago - when I was 20. I was a kid and my mom took over and planned 90% of that wedding - I just want a chance to have the wedding I want to have with the man I love...
We don't care about the gifts - we don't need anything - we just want to celebrate our union with our family and friends...
Anyway, I'm sorry your friend is being so jerky - I wish I had some good advice for you - but you should definitely have the wedding of your dreams and feel happy doing it.
Take care,
Kim
When we married in August 2011 it was my first, but my husband's third. Lucky for us his family was very supportive of him finding the right person and I never heard a negative word. They even offered to throw us a shower, but with 2 households to merge, we politely declined.
Many of the ladies who come here have heard the same things you mention. You are amongst friends here. I agree you do not have to defend anything. Plan the wedding you both want and can afford, if people are critical then stop sharing wedding details and come here, we love to hear about weddings.
Good luck.
Dancer, this friend has the tendency to be a little rough sometimes. But, this time I was caught completely off guard. Especially since although her wedding was her first, it was her husband's third!
I'm really not sure what her issue is...
CPT & mama to 9 kids, one SIL & a grandbaby girl!
I guess it's true that you've got to fight for your right to party.
I'm sorry you are not being supported by your friends. I have struggled with this myself. No one has been rude, but I have definitely had friends who said that they would never do what I am doing for a second wedding. That is fine. Everyone is different. I get that they wouldn't want to. The most vocal person has been my Dad who has made comments several times with his last being the question, "did you ever just consider going to a JOP?" My response to him was "No. Never. Just because it is a second wedding doesn't mean I have to slink away. This is something to celebrate and in my opinion this family could use a good reason to get together. We can't always just get together for funerals." This hit home as I lost my Mom 18 months ago and my grandmother (his mother) 30 days before that and his brother a few months prior in 2011. I can't say I haven't questioned our decision to have a full blown wedding from time-to-time, but I don't think a wedding party that incudes a MOH and BM and my fiancé's children is over the top. We are having 80 guests. It is a second marriage for us both and the planning process has been priceless for his 11 year old daughter and I as far as bonding.
Keep you chin up and think of a good response the next time she or anyone else says something. It can be as simple as "I hear what you are saying and I understand why if you were in my shoes you wouldn't want a wedding. However, that is what makes us all individuals. You don't have to like all my decisions, but as my friend I expect you to be supportive."
Thank you all so much for your supportive words. I had another friend go off about why if she were to get married she would just go away on vacation and come back married, why she hates weddings, and why she thinks it's selfish of me to have second wedding since I've already been married. Says her "If you had another baby, you wouldn't have another baby shower, would you??" Well, actually, since my daughter is 8 and I no longer have any of her baby things, and if I were having a boy, why yes. Yes, I would have another baby shower.
I work in criminal law. I deal with so much that is wrong in our world. I don't understand why so many are so negative about celebrating love and happiness.
Thirteen years ago, I had the big poofy white dress and invited everyone I knew. However, I was 19 and way too young. We were together about a year. Shortly after, I got pregnant and married my second husband, we were married 9 1/2 awful years (this wedding was at the JOP, and my Mom wasn't even there), and everyone knew I was miserable. I soon met the man of my dreams, the one I had always dreamt about. The man who makes me better, just because he believes in me. He has never wanted to get married before, but proposed to me in 4 months. We were originally gonna get married in June of 2014, but decided we are adults and know what we want. We moved the wedding up to this August. He wanted me to have the big poofy white dress, and thats what he is getting. Most people have been very supportive, and some don't even know about #1, old friends that do know have been less than supportive. I have always let people walk all over me, so I think it came as a surpise when I stood up to them. I love this man, and I know he was made for me. I do worry about what people are saying about me, but this is my life and if he is ok with my past, than who needs anyone else to approve!
Tell these people that give you a hard time, that you know what you are feeling, and if they can't accept it, than sorry about their luck and you are going to be happy, and that they can support you or go against you. Their choice!
Thanks ladies
Thursday will be our "official" one year dating anniversary! It's been quite a year & I am so excited to be marrying this man!!!
We all do deserve that once in a lifetime kinda love
I was talking to my mom the other day and she asked if I had looked at dresses yet. I told her only online, but I found one that I really like. I showed her the online picture. It's a satin champagne, strapless with side ruching and a chapel train. There's no beading, nothing ornate, but very me and very not my 1st poofy white cupcake dress complete with a cathdral train. She says to me "Well, considering the circumstances, don't you think a short dress would be more appropriate?" Umm, what circumstances?? She says "Well, since this is your second wedding, you really should only have an informal afternoon wedding". I don't want an informal afternoon wedding, and neither does my FI. But, good grief, I can't even get my own mother's support!
The ironic thing is, when my brother married his wife it was his first but her second wedding, and no one questioned her the way these same people are me. She did have the over the top 150 people church wedding, blow out party with the white cupcake dress. So why the judgment on me? I don't get it.
My mon wanted me to wear off-white...Um, nope. DF said I looked beautiful in white, so white is what he is getting.
My Dad has been the vocal one too. When I called to talk to him about our plans, he just laughed and said he wouldn't be there because he isn't the one getting married. Really? Because both of my sisters wedding were out of town and he was there to walk her down the isle. Why don't I get the same?
I'm debating on whether or not to even send him an invite. I took that as a slap to me and DF, and even though this is our second marriage for both, DF actually talked to my dad about proposing before he did. First spouse didn't.
I agree with y'all. My sweetie and I are going to the JOP but having a huge party afterwards. We doing the JOP because after a number of weddings (this will be my 3rd and his 4th) and 10 years together...we want to celebrate but not walk down an aisle. But that's just us.
The "stare" has been very effective for me given our circumstances above. I am 50, my sweetie is 60....my drama retention tolerance is zero.
And BTW, remember this will be YOUR day to celebrate YOUR way.
Hugs!
Donna