Hey there! Well I am not new to this site I have been quietly perusing the site for a year and now I decided I need a serious reality check.
Some info about me: I am 20, my BF and I have been dating 2 years and living together since April 2012. I am a very emotional person, and when I get an idea in my head, I chase it and exhaust every possibility that could happen.
So now the good part of the story... Well when we first started dating he kept saying he was going to marry me and I said that he needed to slow down. Well then our 1 year anniversary came around I started contemplating the idea and liked it so I said we should. Well that scared him and now he keeps saying he wants to wait another 3-5 years! I want to within the next 1-2, but he says that is too soon. Well anyway, I had most of it planned out-Where I wanted it, photographer, ect. But all of a sudden he decided we should go ring shopping! So we went and found the ones we wanted and he playfully asked me to marry him and I said yes, but now is saying I need to calm down because he hasn't even proposed yet... he is not a very romantic person so I figured the previous asking was what I was going to get but I guess not??? We don't have a lot of money and are having a really hard time saving, so I switched directions completely and would expect to spend around $1,000. But he still says not yet. I am going crazy because I want it so bad, but I feel like he doesn't and I know I am just being crazy. I have EVERYTHING planned down to the decorations. So I guess I am asking for some ways to calm myself and not be such a crazy person. Any suggestions? Thanks!