I've always suffered from clinical depression and anxiety, and a touch of OCD, but this wedding has me ramped up in overdrive. I'm completely overwhelmed and emotionally unstable from the stress of planning this wedding. It wouldn't be so bad if I had the support of family and friends, and my fiancé, but I don't. I have a very estranged relationship with my parents these days, my bridesmaids are all wrapped up in their own lives (understandably so), and my poor fiancé works seven days a week! I am obsessing over every decision and ever penny spent and I'm feeling all alone. To make matters worse, I feel guilty asking my fiancé to help with the planning.......he commutes to work an hour away five days a week, and on his two other days, he waits tables doing double shifts both days. He's busting his ass.....and I can feel my resentment growing. Please help! I feel myself falling apart and I'm scared it's gonna send him flying in the other direction! I'm taking my antidepressant and antianxiety meds, but it's getting overwhelming. I hate the person I'm becoming. I bust my ass working as a registered nurse, and when I'm not at the hospital I am planning, researching, trying out all sorts of ideas. All I want to do is be married to this man I love, but I fear my behavior is going to tear us apart. I don't know what to do!