If I wasn't going to the spa today, I think I'd leave town. I'm stressed to the point that I'm shaking. Getting non-narc anti-anxiety pills for the 3 days leading up to, and wedding day itself! Even psych and NA sponsor say it's a good idea LOL. It's not really anything wrong with the wedding, I just freak out easily. Alcohol.....lots of alcohol....and spa woohoo! DD bought me some itunes to put in my mp3 for the day.