Okay, I need someone to calm me. I'm literally freaking out here. Yesterday we were informed that we have to move. It's a looooong story that maybe I'll get more into later. Short version: we were renting from a friend of FFIL's and there's been some sort of disagreement in the community about a zoning law (I'm confused by it all) and we have to be out in 15 DAYS. I am a mess. I feel like I gave up everything to move down here with him - a great job, all my friends and family, the only place I've ever known and now we're faced with having to find somewhere new AGAIN, and I still haven't heard a word about my job. Last night we pretty much sat in silence - I cried most of the evening because I'm just so stressed out over everything.
Also, the place we've been renting came almost fully furnished - which means, on top of having to pay for rent, security deposit (most likely), we'll also have to buy almost all new furniture. Which I have a feeling is going to have to come out of the money we had in savings for the wedding. Now I'm sitting here thinking - will there even be a wedding? He hasn't said anything at all about it - I'm sure because he's just trying to figure out what we're going to do, but it's definitely on my mind. The minister just called and left me a message yesterday about the date and I don't even know what to tell him at this point.
Also, FI said something about maybe we should move back up to Missouri, that I had a great job there (that I could get back in a heartbeat) and he could easily find something new there. I just don't know what to do or say at this point... And, not to mention this is all FFIL's fault - this whole thing could have prevented and now he just acts like he doesn't give two shits about what we're going to do...
I should have waited til today to have my "before 11 AM drink"!!