I am really upset about my mom canceling xmas with me. I know she isn't canceling xmas all around, as sis told me mom has already bought stuff for her kid. Even if were are doing a 'kids only' xmas, that is still hurtful, as it means my family will be excluded. I need to limit my exposure to my family, as all they seem to do it hurt me. Plus, I need to figure out a way to manage my feeling so I don't let them keep hurting me.
I am eating kung pow beef at 9AM. This seems to be bothering people. I'm in single girl survival mode people. This is what was readily available. It's going in my belly.
Sidenote: why is there so much celery in chinese food? Because it's a cheap filler?
Tonight is girls night. One of the women who attends is a SAHM. She talks the entire time. She needs more adult time and does nothing to make SAHM-ship look attractive to me.
My friend has a friend who is trying to adopt. They paid the adoption agency 12K in processing/application fees up front. Then they have been paired with three, THREE! pregnant women who have used them to pay their medical bills and then reneged on giving up their baby. Each time, it has cost them about 3-4K in medical bills. They have reached their limit on what they had avaiable for adoption costs and still have no baby. Make me sad. And stabby.
Friend has another friend who went all the way to china to get a baby and was told once she got there that there was no baby for her. WTF. These stories make me not even want to try adoption.