I am very panicky and depressed right now. If anyone has read my other posts you know I had an initial budget of $2000 for my wedding. Well this was when he still had a job! I am finishing up college earning very little tutoring cash so I won't start making full time money until next spring.
He just found out yesterday (out of nowhere btw) that he is fired. He has started sending out resumes but no one in our area seems to be hiring right now. We have about $1400 saved up (2 months living expenses tops) that was supposed to go to the wedding as that is the only way we could afford something traditional.
I can't fathom how we can afford a wedding in October 2014 now that our wedding savings is going to be used to cover our living expenses! If I hadn't already have bought the dress I'd be less depressed because now I fear I will need to sell the dress I love so much!
As of Saturday morning I was in wedding planning swing, I've been getting information together and pricing things. I feel now as if I should force myself to stop planning and brace for what I want the least (which is a courthouse wedding with no reception afterwards) which is the most we could afford with my credit card covering the licence and officiant costs.
I don't know what to do. I've been praying that he finds work quickly but I don't know how to prepare myself to lose the small wedding I had become so excited for.