I'm starting to feel the pressure of the whole day and it's coming out in my insecurities about how I look. I'm a bigger girl, so I don't ever really feel comfortable with pictures or being the center of attention. Somehow, it wasn't until this evening, 11 days out from the wedding we have been planning for a year, that I began to worry about being the center of attention and all the pictures that will be taken of me that day. I'm having an "I'm ugly" breakdown! I'm worried that the dress is going to be too tight, that my hair isn't going to look right with my face shape, etc . . .
Nothing to be done about it. I'm just venting. Sorry for the late night pity party.