FI and I are just in the beginning of the whole wedding planning and I already feel like saying f**k it. My dad is giving us a little bit of money to help (which is our wedding gift) and the rest will be me and FI paying. We are on a very low, tight budget and I just feel guilty spending this money. Both of us have small families and neither of us are super close to them. Same with our friends. We have about 15 close friends coming to the wedding (half of those are SO's), but we see these people like 3-4 times a year.
I'm not sure if these are my real feelings or if it's the stress or a combo of the two. Any feel this way when first starting off?