Sometimes I sit at my desk with my phone headset on all day so that people think I'm on a call and leave me alone.
I really wanted to scream at FI during our PMC appointment last night.
And lastly, I took a big handful of candy from the communal candy bowl and am now hoarding it in my desk. I know, I'm a terrible person.
Do you ladies have anything you're just dying to confess about?
Re: Friday confessions
Today my assistant is wearing the most God-awful pant suit. I am not sure if she thought it was festive for Halloween or not, but it is just terrible. My door is closed so I don't have to look at it. She is a sweet girl, but have mercy!
I'm the fuck out.
I had a bowl of cereal and candy corn for breakfast.
If this is all fixed in the next 2 hours, I'm getting tanked at lunch and leaving early. I'll send the email then.
In fact I do!
Earlier this week, I got a fb message from a band I was looking into for the wedding, so that prompted me to look at the "other" folder, which I never do. I had a message from late August from my ex's new girlfriend, who had recently also dumped him. She happened to be online and I had a nice long chat with her.
I had drinks with her on Tuesday and I really like her. We both had some stories!! Problem is, now that he was alone again, I start getting worried that he might try to contact me again (I cut off communication last June).
Lo and behold, I get a "birthday email" on Wednesday from him! (Yes, my bday was yesterday/Thursday - he claims he wanted to be first to wish me happy bday!) I still have boxes of my things in his attic that I didn't have a chance to get because of the way I cut him off, so I did reply asking if I could get them. Ex is crazy manipulative and I'm sure will have expectations about what I have to do to earn my stuff back, but I had to ask.
All this has been kind of fucking with my head, and FI never wants to hear anything about my past so I haven't said anything to him.
I had my second colposcopy in three weeks this week which left me bleeding heavily and cranky as all get-out. As a result I have not looked for a costume at all for DHs familys annual Halloween shindig so I'll be going as an all black cat or something. I could've tried harder - but my entire body said 'Nope, the sofa's so much better.'
@LakeR2014 bless your heart, that is absolutely awful! I hope you get to feeling better!
I'm supposed to have a girls night tonight. We tentatively set it up a couple weeks ago and none of my friends have followed up so I'm secretly hoping they all forgot. I'll go if it's still on but I'm feeling really antisocial.
Also, I haven't worked out in about 6 months and I'm starting to feel bad about my body. I got back on BC a couple months ago and I'm pretty sure I'm gaining weight. I need to get motivated and do something about it but it's really difficult.
To the bolded above - why???