so FI and I had a breakdown today. Many things involved but wedding related he feels its ridiculous to spend so much money on one day etc. We cut down the guest list a bit with a lot of heartache. We are overwhelmed with the decoration. We had a family friend we were going to hire to do the flowers and decor and I thought she would do what we wanted, as she is a coordinator as well. Well, she said what we wanted would look cheap and not formal enough for the reception etc and that she wouldnt do a crappy job, she would do things right. Well, we are awaiting the quote for the flowers and decor but I have been crying since we met with her because I know it will be an exorbitant amount of money we dont have or want to spend on decor, Id rather spent more money on the DJ as we want everyone to have awesome food and have a good time. Least thing I care about is decor
Thanks for reading I have no one else other than fi to talk about this as I dont like to talk of these wedding/money problems with anyone else