So I can't even think straight right now, I'm so confused on what to do and it is killing me. Brad and I have been talking for a couple weeks about the way he's been acting, because I wanted him to know that he wasn't being fair to FI.
Well, he ended up admitting that the reason he's been acting like such an ass about our wedding is that he's had feelings for me for a long time. He had a talk with his fiancee yesterday and apparently they've decided to cancel their wedding, but Brad is holding off on telling FI about that yet because I haven't had a chance to talk to FI about any of this yet, and he doesn't know that I've been talking to Brad.
The thing that has me really torn is that-- in a weird way-- I find it really flattering that Brad was so bothered by the thought of me getting married. He clearly really cares about me, and said he can't see himself ever being with anyone else. Crazy. I seriously never saw this coming.
I mean, when we would all hang out, I could kind of tell that Brad might be interested in me, but then I would think "Ok that's just silly, get over yourself." And I would pretty much ignore it. It makes me wonder
Ok that's all I can do, this is grossing me out too much. APRIL FOOLS!!!!