We had a very small wedding with plans to have a second larger reception later. Unfortunately, on the day of my wedding, my grandmother experienced some complications during dinner and passed away. I cannot help but associate the entire day with her passing. I cannot even look at photos without getting very upset.
May 23 we are having our large reception/party. And, don't get me wrong, I love my dress. However, I can't help but worry it's going to really be upsetting to wear all day. I have purchased a fairly inexpensive pretty short dress that I am considering wearing, but I don't know what to do.
Both sets of parents are pressuring me to wear my wedding dress, and to be honest, I don't want to deal with anything that reminds me of my wedding day.
Advice is much appreciated.