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Tuesday

Morning! How was the rest of your Monday and what's your Tuesday looking like? 

H and I ordered pizza for dinner last night because I just really didn't feel like cooking and he had finished cleaning the house when I was getting home from work so he wasn't up for it either. Then ran to the mall where I got a new pair of grey pants from H&M because only 1 of the 4 pairs I ordered last week fit. I also got the most comfortable sweatpants on the entire planet from Old Navy for a lovely $10. They are THESE in charcoal grey and I will be wearing them while traveling and no fucks will be given.

Today, I'll get home from work around 6:15, H's friend is stopping by so we can show him what to do with the kitters, I have to finish packing, and H has to start. Only two more sleeps until I leave and only one of those will be at home! 

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@peaseblossom55 - Thinking of you and continuing to send vibes, love, and hugs <3



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  • Last night I was supposed to go food shopping on the way home but I just wasn't feeling it. I laid around until it was time to go to dinner for MIL's birthday. While I was waiting I was getting emails from the rental agent asking about our cat so I figured she was talking to the landlord of the place we want. I check my email this morning and there's one from her saying sorry, he went with someone else. It had to be the cat- we have amazing credit, references and we're a young couple and my H works in law enforcement! I'm so mad and upset. Like I'm tearing up at my desk. I feel so silly since this is nothing compared to what other people are going through but I'm so upset - there is nothing is our budget that covers what we need/want. I don't know what we're going to do. 
     




  • @Swazzle - Yay for SA!!!  I would be practically peeing my pants with excitement.  Andplusalso, those pants are way cute.  

    @peaseblossom55 - Also thinking of you today!  Wish I could give you a whole bunch of real life hugs.

    My Monday evening was alright.  Was feeling sad yesterday afternoon (for no reason except stupid hormones), so I went home, snuggled Baxter in bed, and read a book on my iPad.  Thankfully dinner was super easy, so I chucked it in the oven and made myself do a work out.  I was really proud at the end because I was busting out those push-ups like no one's business.  Sort of.  Ate dinner, played in the dirt (worked in the garden), took a bath, read some more, and went to bed.

    I have a zillion meetings today.  I don't feel awake quite yet, so I'm chugging my Starbucks coffee and my breakfast shake.  Hopefully I wake up.  I'm wearing a new dress from @helloliv and my hair is freshly washed.  Obviously it's going to be a good day, right?

    My house cleaner is coming by for a touch-up clean and I have a massage tomorrow after work.  Can't wait.
  • I got about 9 hours of sleep last night, so I'm feeling pretty good. I passed out right after the MNF game ended. Who were those guys and what did they do with the Bucs?

    Today I have my first class as a nontraditional student - Elements of Accounting I. "Terminal degree" sounds so ... final, so I'm going to take some business classes and prep for an MBA. If I get hired by the college, I'll have found the perfect excuse to be a professional student.
  • @lavenderfields13 - Are sublets a thing in your area? Or a long-term Airbnb rental? I know all places are different but I found every apartment I had through Craigslist and I only ever dealt with the actual landlord of the building which made things much easier (and cheaper). 

    @CocoBellaF - What book are you reading? I finished the third book in The Maze Runner series and I'm regretting that decision (I wish I had saved it for the plane). 

    @southernpeach89 - They are amazing! I'm going to live in them, I want 10 more pairs. 

    @KeptInStitches - Holy crap, 9 hours?! I'm SO jealous! 




  • @Swazzle - I just finished reading a few of Ciji Ware's books.  Now I'm reading The Milliner's Secret (Kindle Unlimited).  So far I really like it.  I downloaded a few books from Kindle Unlimited on my iPad last night.
  • Morning everyone! I start my last semester for my MPA tonight; I'm not looking forward to 3 hours of lecture tonight. I just realized the other night that I have spent 25 years in school, I'm ready for it to be over.

    @peaseblossom55 thinking of you lots and sending lots of hugs your way.

    @swazzle those sweats look super comfy; and comfy clothes > nice clothes when traveling.

    @southernpeach89 good luck giving Maddux a bath! 


    Last night we had dinner with my bf's mom.  Then we went over to my mom's to pick up my laundry that I had left last week.  We had Callie with us and my mom's one cat hasn't handled the move well.  As soon as she realized Callie was there, she came out from hiding and was being really social.  Which made me feel bad when we left.

    Tonight will be a quick dinner night, and then I have class until 10.  Tomorrow we have to finish cleaning out my mom's house before the electric is shut off and the bank changes the locks.  It's been hard for my mom to pack up and leave, but I keep telling her that it is just a house, and the memories come with us.
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  • @lavenderfields13 I agree to check out craigslist, just be cautious.  Also, reach out to a real estate agent, sometimes they will help at no cost. 
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  • @swazzle thank you so much
    @cocobellaF Thank you and enjoy your birthday

    Today is just surreal really. I feel like it should be happy but it's not. Luckily the hospital I am going to today is not the same one I'd go to, when I have a full term baby.  I will know soon when I have to be at the hospital.  This all sucks so badly.  I just want to cry.  Luckily we can begin to try with Peaseblossom 2.0 2-3 months later.  We did decide to name her yesterday though- Anneliese Marie.  We are naming her after Anne Frank.  Luckily I will get to hold her and see her after she is born.  
    Sorry to be such a downer, for some reason it helps to share :-)  I would be lost without you guys and your friendship.

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  • @swazzle - mmmmm pizza.

    @peaseblossom55 - Thinking of you constantly. <3

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    Last night I unpacked both my suitcases and put away all my clean clothes. It's probably a record for me to be totally unpacked within 24 hours of getting home from a trip. Then I paid some bills and hung out with my MIL for a little bit.

    The next two nights we have two other managers (my peers) visiting from out of town, so we'll have a happy hour and dinner each night. It won't be totally awful, but I'd rather spend that time with my MIL.

    This morning I went and did crossfit and now I'm going to chow the shit out of a bagel with peanut butter. Yum.
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  • @Peaseblossom55 - You are a wonderful mother to your baby girl.  She is loved.  And what a beautiful name to remember a precious little girl.  Whenever you are ready to TTC again, we can be FF friends and keep each other from symptom spotting, OK?  :)
  • @cu97tiger - YUM bagel with PB!!!  Toasted, right??  Love me some melty PB on toasted carbs.
  • @peaseblossom55 Thinking about you today! Sending lots of courage and vibes to you as you go through your delivery. You're a strong woman!
  • @swazzle those pants look awesome and lead me down a rabbit hole of all their other clearance items...I want to buy so much but I hate not trying stuff on since ON is weird with their sizes. I swear some of my pants there are a 2 and some are a 10, so I never know with them!

    @lavenderfields13 aaaaaw man I'm sorry that didn't work out!

    @keptinstitches what the heck is a "terminal" degree...that does sound very...final lol

    @twodimes I swear every time that I'm like "oh yes I have meat in the freezer, this will be a small grocery week!" - it never is. It never fucking is, I always spend a lot and I don't know how haha

    @speakeasy14 did your mom foreclose? That sounds sad, just happened to my good friend's mom as well and I know she had such a tough time with it.

    I really feel like my boss is an idiot sometimes. Like he just came to me asking what account to hit for a journal entry and I'm like well if you're trying to reverse this, you need to hit the same accounts, you can't just pick one out of thin air...and he's like well this hit in Sept but the inventory hit in August. I'm like an entry cannot hit two different periods....that's not possible... it's just frustrating- like I'm 30, you're 55 you should not be the one asking me how to do this, and making more money than me.

    Anyways....just 3 more work days then I'm off Friday to close on the house!! So flippin anxious!

                                                                     

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  • @jenna8984 - Their sizing is fucking ridiculous. I tried on so much stuff in the store yesterday and not one thing fit properly (except my amazing sweatpants). I'm generally a true medium/6. Half the shit was too small, half the shit was too big. It's bizarre. 



  • @swazzle most sublets I've seen are just 1 room in a house or apartment with other people. I've been STALKING Craiglist and a lot of stuff on there is listed by agents so they're still charging broker fees which is ridiculous. I'm also pissed because I just wasted $60 on application fees to apply for this fucking place. 

    @twodimes I usually spend between $85 and $120 on groceries and I'm like what the hell did I get for that much money??

    @peaseblossom55 That is a beautiful name! You're not a downer- that's what we're here for- to support each other :)
     




  • @Peaseblossom55 - You are a wonderful mother to your baby girl.  She is loved.  And what a beautiful name to remember a precious little girl.  Whenever you are ready to TTC again, we can be FF friends and keep each other from symptom spotting, OK?  :)
    Sounds good! :-) Something to look forward to!

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  • @peaseblossom55, that is a beautiful name. I am glad you'll be able to hold her and spend some time with her - you are a wonderful mother and she is very loved. More hugs and more thoughts for you.
  • @Ollie08 LOL! My mom loved you! She was like, "This is just so so neat that you have online friends, just so awesome!" lol She couldn't get over it haha.
  • @peaseblossom55 <3 thinking of you! hope everything goes smoothly

    @swazzle I need those sweats for my trip next February! {and general lounging} I have no idea why, but I find the word "kitters" hilarious!

    @lavenderfields13 *hugs* a better place will come around, you'll see!

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    Last night was a pretty lax night. We ended up starting to watch "Wet Hot American Summer" and tbh it's weird .... not like Sense8 weird, just strange lol

    I'm just super tired today. I had terrible indigestion last night and didn't keep me up as long as typical but avoided coffee this morning. Now I'm dragging my ass and drinking skinny vanilla latte from Starbucks.

    Tonight I need to swing by Sephora to buy some Benefit Big Easy stuff. I was gonna get a nail polish but I'm just holding off on that for now.

    Oh! We also received another card in the mail from Matt's cousin with $100 pre paid visa. This weekend we're gonna pick up thank you cards and probably a filing cabinet for papers. We really need to get on the thank you cards ....
  • @peaseblossom55 I'm sending soo many hugs your way! You've been in my thoughts and prayers ever since last Friday. Your daughter's name is absolutely beautiful and I'm so glad you'll be able to spend some time with her. Don't ever apologize for talking about her or what you're feeling. We're here for you! <3



  • @MissKittyDanger - DH and I tried to watch that movie recently to see what all the hype is about. I still have no idea because it really sucked. Like, I'd rate it up there with some of the worst movies I've ever watched. Which sucks, because I love Paul Rudd.


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  • @TwoDimes I know! I keep thinking "oh we'll do it this weekend" and then time slips away. Last night we were like "we are doing these thank yous and we are doing them this weekend!"
    I am legit not thrilled we waited this long lol
  • @swazzle you must be so excited!

    @lavenderfields13 I'm crossing my fingers that a better place comes up for you guys! It will happen!

    @peaseblossom55 I am so sorry and I just want give you biggest hug right now.

    Last night was my first time back at work! All of the incoming 6th graders came in for orientation and to get their chromebooks. It was a madhouse. I met a couple of my students and their parents and thankfully they were all super eager and positive. It was a long night and a bunch of my coworkers and my principal went out for a drink afterwards and talked about how crazy the year will be. It's always crazy lol

    Today I plan to clean and read. Monday will be back to full time work, so I definitely want to relax my body and mind before it's school 24/7. 


  • @beachyone15 we're watching the "shows". I'm not sure if it's the same, but we through it one because we wanted to watch a comedy. It's just an odd show
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