Hey ladies, I'm in desperate need of a vent and reassurance. My wedding was Friday and the ceremony went, well, I felt pretty and I loved our flowers. These positives have kept me going...because as we speak I'm on my honeymoon but am having such a hard time getting over how drunk my groom was. After making our rounds and saying our hellos we had our first dance and anniversary dance. He quickly disappeared and after some more mingling I wanted to dance so I tracked him down outside having a cigar with his buddies. To make it back to the dance floor took forever...everyone wanted to chat. Just when I thought I'd gotten him there he started feeling sick and I had to get him hydrated. At this point people started leaving. I'd been on the dance floor maybe 3 times and have serious guilt about not being a "good bride" and being there with our guests. I'd had high hopes I could sober him up for our last dance, Michael Bubles Last Dance, even though nobody would see it, but I saw it wasn't going to happen and had my FIL and MOHs hubby take him upstairs. He spent the night passed out on the bathroom floor, puking, which I had to clean up. I cried all night. He of course feels awful and apologized the next day. He doesn't have a drinking problem, his friends kept handing him drinks, he had been so nervous, had hardly eaten...but I still feel robbed of my time on the dance floor and feel my guests must be talking about the antisocial bride and drunk groom. I feel robbed of my wedding night with my husband. I'm having a really hard time forgiving, both him and myself.