I went to a party at a former co-worker's house on Saturday night. FI couldn't come because he had other plans, so I went with two other friends from work.
I met them at friend A's house, A and I had a drink while waiting for friend B, and then A, B and I went to C's for the party. I made a drink when we got to C's, and did a shot shortly after that.
That's the last thing I remember clearly. The only other memory I have is from hours later when I insisted that B (who wasn't drinking) drive me home. I had originally intended to stay over at C's, but for some reason, changed my mind. I don't remember anything between my third drink (the shot) and asking to leave.
I do not black out, ever. Ever ever. I have had way more to drink than that before and I always remember at least bits and pieces of the night. I ate dinner before leaving the house, I'm not on any medications that interact weirdly with alcohol, and I am not a lightweight who gets hammered after 2 - 3 drinks.
I also have a few broken toenails and a giant bruise on my chest that I can't explain.
Two of my close friends are telling me to go to the clinic. I just can't even wrap my head around this right now.
UPDATE:
I went to the clinic by our house and they weren't able to do the appropriate tests, etc, and referred me to one of the nearby hospitals. Got there, and they said that the Sexual Assault Unit is based out of two of the other hospitals -- not that one. Finally got to the right place and made it through Triage and into an exam room fairly quickly.
Then I waited an hour to see a resident who did some preliminary exams (checking for concussion because of this massive headache; looking at the bruise on my chest; etc.). He came back shortly after with a staff doctor who said they wanted to rule out any other physical causes first. We discussed the nausea and headache and some very light spotting I've had, and then I had to wait for the sexual assault nurse.
She was AMAZING. So personable, friendly, and not even dressed like a nurse/doctor. She took me up to their dedicated room hidden within Employee Services so that no one would know what I was there for. We discussed my options (everything was optional, and totally up to me), and then we started the tests -- urine, visual tests, swabs, etc. I could have gone for a more in-depth exam, but that would have taken another 4 hours and I was confident that we had already addressed my areas of concern.
The preliminary urine test appeared to be positive for drugs -- likely something similar to diazepam. It also showed that I'm not pregnant. There are signs that I may have been assaulted, but it can't be confirmed. I was given the choice of taking Plan B to prevent pregnancy and some other drugs to prevent STIs, which I opted for. They've been a little rough on my system, but I'd rather take precautions.
FI is having a hard time with it. I'm still a little numb and in shock, and not knowing what work will be like, because a few co-workers were at the party.
I want to thank all of you so, so much for the love and support. I really do appreciate it, from the bottom of my heart. Xoxo